Perfectly Imperfect

ᴛʜᴇ sᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇsᴛ ᴄᴏғғᴇᴇ , ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴍᴍᴇsᴛ ʀᴀɪɴʙᴏᴡ .

memoir . ♥

loves .

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Forget the chaching .

Today I woke up and felt a little sick. Nevertheless , I prepared myself to go... SHOPPING !
For CNY's clothes.

Originally I already bought a set of clothes and I kinda didn't plan to buy more cause I want to cut down our costs this year (spending a lot because of renovating). But then my mum told me to go CNY shopping again.

So we went to PADINI.
And we spent a little over RM500.
I felt bad for spending so much, but the clothes I bought are so beautiful I just couldn't regret it. Of course the RM500 is not my clothes only , but mine was like RM290 in total. So..

These are my haul today.

Grey loose T with a heart shaped American flag and LOVE .


It's white but it looks like grey here. And the words have some shiny glitter on it .


Fave shirt so far! It's blue and ombre styled.

Grey T again. But with neon pink words . :D

This is quite loose but then it was nice so I bought it.
My favorite shorts! It's tiffany blue in color! A little lighter actually, and the picture cant seem to catch the color, but its really really pretty!
I'm gonna stop buying clothes for like one year lol.
Really spent a lot . I think my mum is a little angry, but she's okay.
And I bought two watches!
One in tiffany blue again and another is neon pink with gold ! They are superb and awesome and very pretty !



My shorts is actually this tiffany blue color !! <33
Bye for now :D

I'd go back in time.

I'm sorry I didn't update my blog yesterday. Mozilla Firefox had a bug involving some blocked mixed content and blocking jquery thingy, and I couldn't fire up the blogger website. Luckily my brother came to the rescue and helped me solved the problem. He said it's Mozilla's bug, so he downloaded the Safari browser for me.

Anyway, back to topic.
Yesterday was epic !! It was only at the last year when we realize our school's CNY celebration was so enjoyable. Everybody had a great time, and we cherished every moment as it was our last time doing this at the school.

So the opening ceremony this year is the coolest among all the past. It's new, not the old traditional kind. Very interesting. I took out my phone and snapped some pictures quietly (school doesn't allow phones).
Here's the opening ceremony !




Wonder why the pictures are all about trees?
Yeah cause the school gave our class a really shitty place to stand and all we could see is trees.
So after much difficulty and shameless acts, my friends and I finally found a better spot.
And...
LET THE FUN BEGIN !

This is the Chinese Orchestra performing some Chinese New Year songs ;)

The very large calligraphy drawing of a horse drawn with a broom-like brush by a pro. ;D

Our school's lion dance team preparing for the ceremony.

The lion dance team preparing.

Important men from big companies coming to bless the lion heads.

They are taking a picture together.

Still photos.
The first dance without much pattern. But still very cool !
There's a video but I seem to can't upload it . Why? :(

Then the second very nice and beautiful dance ! Too bad the grandeur can't be captured in pictures.






So , see the little red humans there? Well yeah, that's students all in red Ts !
And here's a better shot of how many people are there :

This is just a corner, there are more on my side which I couldn't capture. So.. imagine humans twice this number. About 3.000 students and teachers there is . Epic huh ?

After the ceremony it's basically just craziness and pictures. Cause it's our last year we went crazy and took so much photos as a memoir.
Just some of them cause many of the pictures ain't in my phone heh.

A sampat girl named Shu Jing.

Another sampat friend called Zixuan .

With Dorcas and JiaLu.

Love this picture so much ! BFF .

FRIENDS.

We caught them kissing ROFL.
Anyway, these are only some of the pictures.
One more of the whole Senior Three , the very best picture of all .

Cool or not !
And the girl in salmon colored shirt is a reporter from NTV7 ! Even though our time in the news was like 15 seconds but still... SO COOL !

And that's the end of the CNY celebration in school.

After that we had a class tea party at Annabella's house. It's very cozy and comfortable. everybody had lots of fun and it somehow felt like we are all good friends. Well, a little heh.
We did nail polish at that time while waiting...

These are ma toes and nails . Haha. Done by Mei En. It's so pretty !
And...
We had some fun after that...

We did Yi Wei's nails in different colors!! Laughing madly at that time. ROFL.


Games after nail polish. We had quite a few , and it was very enjoyable and happy ^^

The End of 28/1/2014. <3

Monday, January 27, 2014

We're burning red.

CHINESE NEW YEAR BELLS ARE IN THE AIR !!

Finally it is the last day of school tomorrow. It's the Chinese Calligraphy Competition tomorrow along with our school's tradition of Chinese New Year celebrations with 24 lion dancing !
I really love it, it's the only thing that I've been looking forward to tomorrow. Cause despite the red season and merry events I really hate writing Chinese Calligraphy. I always make a mess using the ink and calligraphy brush either on my clothes or my hands. And I write really ugly words. Not so good with brush strokes heh.

Our school actually have a tradition when it comes to Chinese New Year, with the New Year's Garden and Mandarin Throwing and this Calligraphy Competition.
This year's New Year's Garden was organised by us Senior Three students (as usual) last week. Personally I think it is better than the past ones (shhh!) . Maybe because I'm part of it , and I could feel the warmth of all the Senior Three students , and our passion and united spirits.



See this? This is the whole form of Senior Three students dancing on the opening ceremony of the New Year's Garden. It's massive, and super super cool. Love it!
I'm one of them, and I found myself but I ain't gonna point it out cause I look very crazy and dorky. Haha.
There's a full video of the opening ceremony at facebook here.
Not really bragging but Senior Three students are really proud of it.
TEAMWORK RULES ! :D

Tomorrow is going to be an exciting day!
Our class have a tea party after the competition event. Even if we are from different classes and we don't know each other very well or even speak to each other but I hope we can get along well. After all it's fate that brought us to the same class (even if there are some really annoying bitches, hmmm) .

This is my last year's class. We're throwing mandarins that are tagged with our wishes and hopes. <3


Look at Eng Hock ! Haha.

Sunday, January 26, 2014

michige bogoshipeun saram .



It's like you can only have one best friend in your entire life , and when you lose her, it's hard to feel connected to anyone anymore.
I don't know who stopped the correspondence, me or her. Most likely me, cause I'm not really good at keeping in touch with people. But then , I miss her often, and I wonder what would we be if I hadn't left.
Everytime I look at the familiar surroundings, she is the first one I think of. We never talk now, because our lives are so different and we are so far apart that we had nothing in common except our past. I silently folowed her posts, and she once told me she silently follows me too. I don't know if she does it still.

Three years with her was the best moments of my life. It was nine years since I last saw her, yet I still remember her voice and her birthday. I even remember our crazy times when we visited each other's house and our sleepovers, or when at school. There was once when I was describing a braid ( I didnt know it was called a braid then ) and she just braided her hair how I described in like 5 seconds, and I was like "Yeah, yeah that's it!"
And of course all the bad-mouthing other people and think we are the coolest of all and all the sisterhood-gangs in primary school.

I don't know if she misses me, but I flatter myself that she might occasionally think of me and miss me too. It seems like I'm obsessed with the past or creepy and weird but that's not it. I'm just thankful that she was once in my life.
Well and if I had the courage, maybe again.

Never once again did I find another soul that fits my personality like she did.
Not that my friends now aren't good. But it felt different. My friends felt like best friends, but she felt like a sister to me (yeah and we once did swear to be sisters and did some silly bonding-blood-sisters stuff like drinking the same cup of water(lol!))
And the crazy stupid husband and wife preggy thing.

I just wish I didn't leave.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

The Dream

 
So I had this dream a couple of nights ago. It's not as scary as it was now that I recall it but the feeling was so intense right after I woke up.

I dreamt that one of my relatively close cousin jumped out of my bedroom window and struggled a bit after he landed on the ground. Then he stopped moving. And blood seeped out to the ground. Afraid, I went downstairs to tel my moher what I saw, and she told me that a little boy died in our backyard about two days ago and his corpse was still there cause the police was still collecting evidence.

Suddenly I felt really really scared and I closed my eyes (in the dream). Even though my eyes were closed, I actually saw a white shadow slip past my mum and I and went through the back door.I was so frightened then. Don't know what happened next, but we went upstairs where my computer was on the family room. And there were this foreign auntie and her son living in my brother's room. The boy was crying because he wanted to play the computer but as it was late I told him no.

The room was actually next to mine, and I felt this very strong bad feeling coming put of my room. I ventured inside with my mum and we were both so frightened.

Then I woke up.

Pretty weird huh? But when I woke up that moment I felt so scared and my heart was like crazy fast and I have a very very very bad feeling. After freezing in my bed for like ten minutes I mustered up my courage and dash for my amulet in my bag. I clutched the amulet in my hands and prayed.

Eventually I fell asleep an hour after that with the amulet in my hands.

Afterwards there were no dream at all. No more.
Peaceful sleep.

I never did saw the dead little boy's face, but this image keeps on floating to my head :


From the Japanese ghost movie Ju-On
 
I have absolutely no idea why, and I never watch horror movies about ghost cause I'm so afraid of them. I only saw this picture once in my life.
But this boy here kept popping into my head after the dream.
And the irony was :
HE'S SUCH A CUTE BOY IN REALITY
 
 

The real boy from Ju-On
 
Talk about major cuteness lol.